[Bad time to have your eyes covered, darling - Mettaton's not done tossing things and the next one is metal.
It's Keats' torc. The magitek is glowing with unread and unheard messages. It bounces onto pillow (not near his head, nowhere near his head because he's mad but he'd never hurt Keats, not even if he wanted to and now the worst person on the team knows that he CAN'T, that it's IMPOSSIBLE and he's completely DEFENSELESS..!) with a soft puff.
The cheery tone is still on as Mettaton paces the floor, smile thin and one hand tearing through his own hair.] What's going on? Oh, cupcake, it's nothing serious! I was just trapped, alone and fearing for my life, by the man you decided I shared equal blame with when he beat in my face! But it's all fine! I'm still alive, aren't I? And OBVIOUSLY you came to my rescue and never implied this was my fault!
[He flinches away from the movement of the torc tossed near his head, twisting his eyes towards the characteristic glow of the magitek that tells him "you messed up BADLY, MY FRIEND".]
[He feels a terrible burning sensation in his chest. Shame. He missed something. His study body was out sleepwalking and he missed something big.]
[Mettaton's explanation makes him blink in surprise.]
The man? Wait, wait, Asher? [He's stammering, already getting to his feet and stepping over to Mettaton to grasp him by the shoulders, keeping him in place. His expression is clearly concerned.]
[The first time this happened and Keats was upset, Mettaton felt this horrible mixture of misery and vindication.
Now he pulls himself out of the other man's grasp, caught between disappoint and repulsion and this desperate need to curl into his arms and forget that this even happened and...
He chokes out a laugh, turning his back and pressing a palm against his right eye.]
What does it matter?! It wouldn't be the first time! What was it that you said then...? Haha!! That's right!
Nothing. You didn't say anything. [That's not fair--not entirely. It was Mettaton that changed the subject, like he's ALWAYS done, but maybe Keats should have known him enough then to see through the self-hating smoke-screen. Maybe he shouldn't have called for a follow-up and ask the side of the story from the person that hurt him instead of asking Mettaton directly.
[He's actually taken back by that. The words feel like a slap, and for a moment he just stares down, eyes wide, at his boyfriend like he's expecting the other to laugh and take it back as a joke.]
[What in the world happened???]
Mettaton, you have to understand, I was sleepwalking, damn it, you know I don't have control over that! You've seen it for yourself, for god's sake! [The feeling in his chest is falling into his stomach like some dark pit.] I would've been here if it weren't for that, Mettaton, who do you think I am? What did Asher do to you?
[He's trying to reach out to grab Mettaton by the shoulders again.]
[On a usual basis, Keats sounds gruff, cold, and unkind. But now, there's a fondness to his tone that he really can't hide. You can practically hear the smile in his voice.]
Do you need help? I'd imagine you'd need someone else to check out what that beach is like, you know...
[Goddamn it. Goddamn it, it's not fair! How is he supposed to stay mad, to feel right when Keats won't even let him have that? He has to be logical. It's horrible.
Mettaton slips himself out of reach again, but all the viciousness is already starting to evaporate from his frame. He steps back, into the bed, before sitting down, head hanging low. One hand twists its fingers into the sheets, while the other finds the discarded magictek.
He raises his arm, torc in hand. It's still glowing. Listen.]
Excuse? Hey now, this is a vital investigation. I wouldn't offer it if I knew I couldn't put in the work.
[His amusement suddenly shifts into a tone of annoyance, though this is hardly the first time Mettaton has said something about his particular ensemble.]
Ghastly? This is a good coat! Can't I be free to wear what I want?
I'll wear what I want, which is what I normally wear. Maybe take off the coat if it's going to be hot. You can't go wrong with a collared shirt and vest, for goodness' sakes.
I'm trying to make you look handsome. Which you are under those several layers of bad choices. [There's a quick thump on the other end of the line, like Mettaton just booped the magitek in lieu of Keats' nose.
(He did.)]
I don't make a boring ensemble seem plain, do I...?
Ha! I know. [Just one moment: he needs to clasp his hands to his chest and reflect on how good he always looks. He made being a box look stellar - he has a gift.
...yes, right. Anyway.]
And I could make you look good if you'd let me. It's only ever been about CONFIDENCE. You can manage that, can't you?
Of course I can manage that. And what's this about "letting you"? Like I said, I don't see anything wrong with how I dress. I mean...I still remember the whole tweed thing from a while ago.
[Mumbles:] I still think the tweed wasn't half bad...
[Oh my god, again with the tweed. There's finally laughter on the other end of the line as Mettaton switches the feed to video. He doesn't... look the greatest right now, after what they've been through, but...
Idiot. How does he always manage to get him to forget everything horrible?]
Sweetheart. Dearest. My darlingest light of my life. I'm just saying that it isn't beach appropriate.
Besides. If we're going to be together in public, can't we stand to make a few people jealous? [Wink.]
[Keats noticeably looks happier at the sight of Mettaton's face, smiling momentarily before he shakes his head, letting out a huff.]
Fine. But if you're making me wear boots with high heels or something, I'm out. I'd do something like fall on my face in front of everyone else, breaking my lovely nose in the process.
[He takes it, gingerly, from Mettaton's hand. And he listens.]
[Throughout the whole thing, it's as if his face has turned to hard stone. His frown is deep, eyes narrowed as he listens to every line shouted through the door.]
[When it's over, he shakes his head and puts the torc down, turning his face towards the door. His gaze is dark.]
Where is he? In his room?
[This is not the look of a man who's willing to be forgiving anytime soon.]
[Waiting for a reaction that never comes is torture. Mettaton can't hear what Keats is listening to - it's not his magitek - but it isn't as if he's forgotten what happened minutes ago. So he sits on the bed, fingers plucking at cold sheets.
And then Keats asks that.]
Why is that important? That just happened and you want to leave me alone again? [You JUST told him to leave--] So you can get into another calm, level discussion where you tell him that we're equally guilty? Do you really need to know his side of the story instead of ever asking mine?
[He sighs, his head falling into his hands. This is exhausting. This constant, awful merry-go-round of harassment and arguing and guilt - it's like he's been magnetized to a seat and can't claw his way off this goddamn ride.]
Calm? Level? [Keats lets out a short laugh at that, but it's an angry one.] He hounded you down when you clearly didn't want to be talking to him, oh, that little git-
[He's clenching his fists at his sides, clearly trying to keep his composure. Whatever he thought of that man...it's over now. This is a side to Asher that he can't excuse.]
[But Mettaton's words cut through the fog of anger, and Keats turns his gaze back to his boyfriend.]
...
Are you sure?
[I'm your Guardian. Let me protect you for once. Please. I need to protect you.]
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